The Climb

We are nearing the end of 2013, a year filled with events, football, friendship and hard work. Not everything has been positive, setbacks have occurred since the turn of the year and I lost one of best friends and greatest supporters in September. So in Grandad's memory I will dedicate this post to him. 

Recent weeks have really enlightened the journey which I am on, how far I have come, and how far there is left to travel. This year I have been taught to enjoy the journey, focussing on the end result will ruin the memories and steps which I will tred. Described as building and steadying the ladder, my volunteering journey has opened up the opportunity to employment in football.. A chance to now climb that secure ladder. 

2013 started out with mixed emotions, I didn't get onto the National Youth Council, being completely honest I turned into a horrible person.. sour and bitter towards the world and everyone in it. It's up there as one of the peaks on my life plan to make it onto the NYC, the first feeling of failure was difficult  but I've since realised that opportunities go to those who deserve them and that I must work harder and develop key skills to put me in better stead for the future. As Tina Reed said, you get the opportunities you deserve, use a setback to provide evidence that you aren't ready yet and as a catalyst to developing to then get opportunities knowing you deserve them. 

This poor attitude clouded my life, I was so blinded by the setback that I lost track of where I was. Soon to change that was the National Young Coaches Academy. Returning to the NYCA was an incredible treat, seeing events from a different perspective learning off young coaches as well as trying to educate them. The NYCA was the moment, everyone has one, the moment you wake up/ moment of desire, belief or whatever... but that was mine. Words from peers provided food for thought, 'everyone can see why you're here, just open your eyes.' Pretty strong words, not exact, but that's what did it; sat eating my cheesey wotsits in a room full of young people. A memory that will last. 

It was a firm kick up the backside if you like.

My attitude changed, I wanted to be a part of something like a youth council or management group, just like I had been at college. I questioned Lancashire FA and plans were pieced together.. but then put on hold. It didn't really matter about the timing, I wanted to start something, be a part of something  which could help others. I recently found out that Shropshire FA have received permission to create a youth council which exciting for the young leaders of Shropshire, and also myself as I have been encouraged to apply when the time comes. 

In just over a week in February I attended Shropshire FA's Football Futures county camp and Lancashire FA's young Leadership event. Unbelievably I didn't attend either as a young leader, but as a young ambassador. Supporting both events, providing a bounce board for ideas and inspiration when necessary. Prior to this I met my coaching mentor for the Scholarship Programme, a meeting at which I struggled to answer 'tell me about yourself.' A question I hate. However awkward that was, it has been a foundation block to a ridiculous level of improvement within my coaching this year (more to come later on this). 

I finished off my ISFA events at St. George's Park. A year of travelling the country, meeting hundreds of people and watching a very high standard of youth football. My first taste of football development and running events. Being able to see how a tournament pulls together, dealing with problems and then enjoying success. 

Launching TeamSixteen has been a highlight. Working with friends I have created through the Football Futures Programme, using the skills and knowledge I've developed to lead a national launch and deliver professionally to a high standard of participation and enjoyment. An event launching a national programme for young people, by young people. I took a moment at the launch to sit for a minute and just watch what everyone was doing, playing, supporting, refereeing, encouraging, enjoying - a picture in my memory which I won't forget.. Knowing that I had played a part in it all. 

A few weeks later I was in Birmingham working on the National Youth Futsal Festival, again with friends on the FF programme, a new experience for me, hundreds of games, minutes in between kick offs and finishes, microphones, stress and of course enjoyment. I have never worked on an event which catered for so many people, players and parents. Another instance where covering over problems is vital for the running of the event, providing a seamless service and platform of enjoyment for all involved.

I had a quiet summer on the event front, it was nice to relax after my first year of uni, and set up for the second. A few months ago I was at Shropshire FA's FF recruitment evening, delivering a speech about my journey so far. A couple of weeks later I saw a few parents who heard my speech and their comments blew me away. Wandering around at an FA Fanzone to then be stopped and told my speech was so inspiring to them as well as their kids. Words of inspiration, role model and motivation for their kids to keep working hard and follow in my footsteps. I was overwhelmed, trying to hold back tears. I told my Mom the things they said and she ended up in tears. 

I've travelled to Leicester and back home to Telford to work at FA Fanzones, promoting the game and the U17 Euros which were held in The Midlands. I enjoyed both events, working with new people, trying out different roles and just being around people. Time seemed to fly, the mass of people who got involved was incredible. Hopefully they have been inspired to take up football or sport.

In a different sense I got my first job in football in September, being selected as the Umiversitiy of Central Lancashire's HE Activator was exciting. I'm now realising that the job is a lot more difficult than I first expected. I still can't understand why people don't like football, but that is a matter for me to solve. I've set up my first projects, which have either launched or are ready to launch in January.. very exciting times ahead! 

Coaching has been a huge part of 2013, my personal and professional development has been incredible. Working with Lancashire Schools and becoming national champions was amazing, memories which will last forever, sitting in the dugout of Hillborough hours after turning 19. 

The opening of the girls only Tesco Skills Centre in July, a centre which I am fortunate enough to coach at. I honestly think that it's the centre which has enabled me to become the coach which I am. Leading sessions which I may have previously slumped into the background of. Creating creative sessions which allow kids the chance to have numerous touches on the football and the opportunity to try out different ideas. Making pizzas with skills, avoiding aliens, using the ball as a car. I'm not the facilitator I once was, but a coach who challenges their players to be better people as well as players. For this I can only thank Jennie for her support and allowing me the opportunities to do what I have. 

I have moved clubs over summer, possibly one of the best moves I've made. Working now with Leyland Albion is class. Being able to work effectively with other coaches to create and provide fun and enjoyable sessions which are built around everyone having a ball. Utilising my creativity to put together session plans and formats, crocodiles and explorers and the recent ninjas and bears. 

Working at the Lancs FA Girls PDC is a challenge which I am growing into. I love being around all the players, working 1-1 with individuals when I can.. The next step is to take group sessions or part of sessions. 

Finally, working with the county schools U16s and U14s, 2 teams who I love watching and working with. There isn't much better than getting positive responses off the players and being able to offer help when called upon. 

As I wrote in the previous post, I've recently applied, been interviewed and been successful in applying for this year Changing Lives Programme. As if 2014 didn't look promising enough, I'll be travelling to Rwanda in February to carry on my personal and professional development worldwide. I'm still on cloud nine about this, the messages I've received have been humbling to read. I look forwards to working with the team and being a part of an unreal experience when the time comes, don't worry I will blog about it all! 

I really have had an unbelievable year. I continue to work hard, trek around working with different people on a daily basis. Being the person I want to be and the doing the things I love doing.

Just a few thank yous for this year, as no individual succeeds alone. If your name isn't below don't stress.. I appreciate everybody's help whether it's 1 word or continuous help, so here goes, my heroes of 2013:

Dad, Mom, Becky, Ben, Grandad, Stu, John, Amber, Jennie, Jazz, Lauren, Steve, Sean, Mark, Miranda, James, Adam, Lauren, Tina, Pete, Darren, Amanada, Prathiv, Oli, Shez, Iain, Mike, Kiera, Kate, Eve, Andy, Stephen, Owen, Mick. 

Here's to a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Finishing with my favourite song, which sums up me, my life and the future..

http://youtu.be/NG2zyeVRcbs 

The Pinnacle

At the start of the year I had a little bit of a panic that I wouldn't have anything to blog about this season. I wondered what the season would hold and whether or not I would have anything near the experiences I had last season. Working on national events, travelling the country, meeting so many people and reaching a level of coaching I could never have dreamt of. Of course, I had my set backs, not making the National Youth Council was pretty devastating.. but I've learnt to control that disappointment and turn it into something positive. Like an arrow, having to backwards before propelling forwards.

I came back over summer, working at the Tesco Skills Centre, attending the county trials, starting my job.. all things which I have worked towards with my volunteering. Using my personal development to help my professional development. Not looking to impress people with my work load, but instead developing myself with the appropriate teams and opportunities. I genuinely thought that was me done, the odd county event here and there, and then developing events within my job.


Just to reiterate something which I quoted in my previous post, Football Futures is about developing people and helping them to reach their summit. This might be helping a player to develop a skill, or helping a peer to improve their confidence... The football part is kind of the common interest point.. the key is personal development.

The last few months have been difficult, being unsuccessful with 2 leadership opportunities with my university and BUCs. 2 opportunities which I would have loved, but I've had to deal with the frustration, learn from them and move on. Sometimes I start believing in fate and all that, and get all wrapped up in 'the one door closes, another one opens' saga. I'm starting to think that's true.

I've recently applied for The FA Changing Lives Programme, the pinnacle of the Football Futures Programme. 4 young leaders granted the opportunity to travel across the globe to deliver a football leadership course to provide peer leaders with knowledge and tools to continue a ripple effect and develop their communities.
I was over the moon after reading an email saying I had been offered an interview. Spinning around on my chair in the office, mega cheesey smile across my face, and I rang my parents to tell them the news in the same 5 minutes. Literally buzzin'.

A trip to Wembley Stadium for an interview, I read and re-read the email millions of times to make sure I had read it all correctly.. most importantly to make sure it was my name at the top. I was due have my interview with ISFA at Wembley last year, but that was moved to Sainsburys cafe, so I wouldn't wait to get the Wembley experience!

So a few days ago, I was at Wembley for my interview, walking in behind West Brom's Steve Clarke was surreal. Seeing all of the photos on the wall.. sounds weird.. but it felt like I was meant to be there.

Delivering my presentation and the interview was nerve wracking. But, I did it properly. None of the quick fire answers which I would have given a few years ago. Lots of eye contact. I was confident and able to take in the questions, pick out key parts and then find a suitable answer. Every now and then I looked to my left, out of the window and into the arena, seeing all of the thousands of seats and the hallow Wembley turf. If nothing else, I had just had an experience of a life time.

I came away from the interview knowing I had left everything I had in that room. Used up all of my best quotes, told all of my stories and I didn't leave any stone unturned. A great feeling knowing I had done all I could, but also a huge amount of apprehension.. knowing that 7 other people had done the exact same.
I know I said; it would be difficult to deal with the disappointment, but if I missed out to 2 of the other 3 females then congratulations to them. I know how hard they have all and continue to work within their communities.

The end to this journey is, it's not over. Steve rang me on my train home and offered me a place on the plane to Rwanda. My reply of 'You're joking' probably wasn't the right response.. but the feeling that hit me was unbelievable.

So, February half term, I'll be jetting off to Rwanda with the FA with 3 other young leaders who have also been selected. A fantastic reward, but an unbelievable opportunity. An opportunity to continue my personal and professional development, allowance for me to inspire people across the world through the language of football who will then pass on this inspiration to others.. lets just take that in.

Inspiring and developing people across the world.  

I look forwards to the challenges that ly ahead. I also want to give this advice:

Football Futures and life is about developing and creating yourself; building yourself around people who will make you happy and those who allow this development to happen whilst standing by your side. By developing yourself and becoming the best version of you, you can actively develop others and inspire them to do the same. Opportunities come and go, but I honestly believe you get what you deserve in the end. Work hard at making a difference to you as well as those around you.. believe me it's being noticed.

Just because I've made it onto The Changing Lives Programme doesn't mean I'm a world beater, it doesn't mean my FF journey will end when I land back in England.. it means that my hard work is paying off and that I've got a challenge on the next level to continue down this road of development both personally and professionally.

Thank you for the messages of congratulations and support so far, they all mean so much. I don't know where I would be without my Football Futures Family, and of course my family whose support wouldn't have got me over the first hurdle of injury 3 years ago.

Going to sign this off with a line my Dad sent me yesterday and a video which has been sent to me:

 The title ‘changing lives’ relates as much to changing your life as it does to changing the lives of the people you will meet in Rwanda. Dad


DREAM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-jwWYX7Jlo

Shropshire FA, FF Recruitment Event

Last night, 6th November, I was at Shropshire FA's Football Futures recruitment evening, an event covering what the programme is, the 6 themes along with a taster session in coaching. 

It turned into a positive event, despite the weather, 16 out of 20 attendees signed up to the programme. Thoughts have already turned to the next event which we hope to run in December by young leaders, for young leaders. 

Last night I gave a speech on my FF journey, some of the highlights and events, some of the lessons I've learnt and people I've met. A new experience for me talking about my FF journey so far, one which is still going and getting better everyday. After emailing to ask if I could attend the event, never in my wildest dreams did I invisage delivering a speech and PowerPoint presentation. 

One thing I wanted to do was include quotes from people across the country on the programme to showcase how it has affected so many people, both young leaders and those working on the programme. I didn't get to mention them all, but I think that helped to back up the points I was making. 

There is always room for improvement and don't be scared to ask questions because someone is willing to listen. Jenna Kiely 

 

I went through my playing career with Wrekin, through a number of events, most of them have been blogged about some way or another. My key points were about creating relationships, not just with the people you are coaching, but other young leaders and senior staff. Creating bonds where you can then help each other to push each others' boundaries. I now feel like I've got friends all over the country who are happy to text, tweet, Facebook, email me back and help with any problems, or catch up on recent events.. anything.

I feel like I've got a family all over the country, and accomplished things I couldn't have imagined 2 years ago and I've never looked back. Miranda Makespeace

 

Football Futures is about developing people, that's literally it, developing people to be the best they can be and to develop skills which some people didn't even know they had. Rewarding moments mean just as much as tangible awards, if you can recognise the small areas of development in yourself and others then you will be able to see the real purpose of the FF programme. How rewards come to those who work hard and put it the effort.

It's taught me that the harder you work at something, the more you achieve. Ryan Howard 

I think it speaks volumes that young people from the programme are developing the skills and experience which have now oppened doors to employment in multiple areas, coaches, FDOs, CCFCs, working for BCS, BUCs, the National FA. I think that if you were to hunt down volunteers on the programme and ask where they've come from to where they are now, the success and progress rate would be through the roof. We've got to admire young people and their capacity to learn and their interest in sports. This out of school programme is a platform for learning, not just for young people but seniors working alongside us.

Working on the Football Futures Programme allows you to 'drop the stone in water and watch the ripples.' #Learning #Legacy. Pete Collins

Young people are inspiring, they inspire me everyday. How fantastic is it that the programme has allowed over 4,000 young people the opportunity to volunteer already. A work force, a family which is growing stronger everyday. Starting to fight back against this stereotype we are branded with, this lack of competence which we are tarnished with. Maybe it's the dinosaurs running our sports and country who are incompetent? Who cannot see what is happening at ground level.. there is a revaluation occurring.

I've learnt that young people are way more capable than they are often given credit for. We need to give them the opportunity to shine. Tina Reed

Its becoming a bit of a cliché, but FF is life changing and has benefitted so many people in so many ways, even if it's just helped to open people's eyes. Small changes which add up to be a huge change. The programme has helped to direct lives, offer different paths to stay in or get into football. Things like National Camp, the Coach Scholarship Programme.. yes of course it's about developing the next generation of young leaders and coaches.. buts it's just as much about developing people. Developing people fit for purpose in the world who can set goals and look to chase down their dreams.

As a volunteer we are recognised and the hardwork does pay off. If you're doing something you love who cares anyway. It has helped me decide on what degree and career path I want to take. Actually life changing. Jas Powar

Although everyone loves it, the programme isnt about finding the new Sir Alex Ferguson or José Mourinho, it's about developing the Sarah Nickless, Adam Herczeg, Mel Clarke, James Cottee and so on, showing the level of effort and commitment to improve and want to develop. Football goes further than the white lines around the pitch, the whistle in the referee's mouth. That's just the cover.

The FF Programme, for me, has been a life changing experience that has opened my eyes up to how wide spread football is and the possibilities it can have on people's lives. Louise Mullen

To you, you might see the programme as another volunteering thing, to those involved it's becoming a way of life. Last night and always I can't express how much the programme means to me, it's helped and continues to help me develop into the person I am. The programme is all about the people..

I've met Olly Murs ect. but the most important people are those who have helped me on my journey. Jazz Hervin

I can't echo those words enough, everyone I've met has challenged my thinking in some way or another, not just opened up my eyes, but opened up my mind. Helped me to develop a way of thinking, a way of being, been a part of the propell system to push me towards my summit.

My speech last night felt amazing, it's flew by and I thought someone else was speaking, coming out with the lines I was. The level of confidence that I felt in my body language, voice tone and projection. I might have been nervous on the inside but i sure didn't let that show on the outside. I felt my voice wobble a few times, but that's something to work on. Compared to my Team19 speech a couple of years ago, last night showcased how I've developed. Going from reading off a piece of paper, to only stand with a few quotes in my hand. Always looking to make eye contact with people in the room, create another connection. I looked down maybe 4 times for words.. It felt unreal.

Even came out with the line, 'I went to to the event thinking I was going to be a small fish in a big pond, but it turned out I was capable of swimming with sharks.'

Just want to finish this post the same way I finished my speech last night; the FF programme has allowed me to meet some amazing people, and the new people I meet always inspire me to keep working hard. I've made some amazing friends who I message, email, talk to every week. People who challenge me and want to help me to be the best I can be.. it's amazing that these people are dotted across the country, but they really are friends for life. 

Whilst putting together my speech I asked for quotes from people, one liner kind of thing. This one was a bit longer, but I think it hits every point about the FF programme so well that I couldn't miss it out.

I cannot really put into words my FF experience it is something that is on-going and never fails to amaze me. The past three years I’ve seen myself develop into a competent confident coach but even more than that a unique individual who has the capacity to deal with, what I would like to think as, any situation. Rwanda, NYCA, CPD, TeamSixteen, CP tournaments, National Camp, the list is endless and I know it won’t stop there, there is more to come. It’s not every day you get to set up life changing projects let alone go over to Rwanda and do the same. I've met soo many inspiring people through my journey within football futures, a journey in which i can never express how grateful I am to have had the privilege to of received. I’ve met so many people, people that challenge me, question me, inspire me and most importantly strive me to be better in every way. And that’s all it is, thats what the programmes about… people, and taking those people to their highest potential, their summit. Amber Wildgust 

It's your choice.

Today I watched my beloved Wolverhampton Wanderers play Stevenage in League 1, a good 2-0 win.. Fantastic. Sitting second in the league, probably where we should be.. but this isn't the topic of my post.

Today I observed a minutes silence for remembrance day, a guy from the army, Sapper Clive Smith, who served out in Afghanistan brought out the match ball and spoke at half time. Very inspiring words which will stay with me for a while. He was asked about the accident where he had been blown up/stood on a mine which has left him without a leg and severely injured. His responses were unreal, Smith said, 'I could have lay on that hospital bed and given up, felt sorry for myself, sat in a field of depression.' I'm sure a lot of people  who have these injuries may do that, he carried on, 'I decided to get on with my life, pick myself up and keep going.' 

His words nearly brought tears to my eyes, how someone could go through such a trauma and come out the other side so positive. He spoke of all of the physio he has had and still has, the prosthetics work he has had.. how much hard work it has been. He could have taken the option of being in a wheelchair and never walked again, but he didn't. I watched the guy walk on and off the field twice. He used the words, 'the hard work is paying off.'

Granted, you're reading this thinking, 'Sarah, this is your Football Futures blog, why are you whining on about Wolves and telling me about a guy from the army?' Well here it is, everyday, we have a choice to make- the minute we wake up. What attitude are you going to have today? Choose a positive one that's how the day will turn out, understand that things will happen and try to rinse you of you happiness, but you've got the choice and control stay positive. 

With the Football Futures programme we see, get offered, apply for and take opportunities. On the other hand, we don't always get the opportunities we want, and we don't get a chances that others do. If we let that affect us, when we do get the opportunity, we might drop our effort level and under-perform, we might take with us that negative attitude that we didn't get what we want.

What if you take a positive attitude with you all of the time? Understand why you weren't chosen and take the criticism in a positive light? Praise those selected and be a help on their journey? What if you keep working and realise that every opportunity, big or small, is one for you to enjoy, shine, gain experience and develop? Realise that there isn't an elevator to success, use the stairs and savour each step because without the first one you won't ever reach the last. 

I've had some fantastic quotes sent to me about the FF programme (which will be used in the next post) a number of them saying the programme has been 'life changing' and that 'hardwork does pay off' in one way or another. This from people who have put themselves out there, retrieved everything possible from experiences and looked to develop personally and professionally. Enjoyed opportunities, not sat back and let them roll by. 

Sometimes, inspiration comes from the places you least expect. The guy I heard speak today spoke from his heart and I certainly took it in. The guys who have sent me quotes have done the same, and both of them link. If you're on the end of a setback, treat it as an opportunity, accept the negatives but push them into a positive light. 

Accept that everyone is on a different road, paths may cross, do you best to help others and yourself reach the peaks available. Wake up everyday and choose your attitude wisely because it not only affects you, but everyone around you. 

Is this what dreams are made of?

So I've had my job for over a month. I thought the novelty of having a job in football would wear off, but every time it gets close something comes ups which excites me because it's something I never dreamt of.. or if I did I had no idea how my feelings would explode when the opportunity occurred.

Let me take you back a month, getting the phone call and falling silent after hearing the words 'They'd like to offer you the job.' I thought everything would be a breeze, after all everyone loves football...
Something I've taken for granted is the number of people on the Football Futures programme. Knowing how many people love volunteering in football, I fell into the trap of thinking every one, in the whole, entire, world was like that. Reality slap, they aren't.

Barrier number 1, getting people to be involved within football somehow. I've got to think, 'how can make others enjoy the game?' I cant hope that students will come to me, I have to go to them. But that's the fun part, now my action plan is pretty much written, I've got ideas on the go for festivals, women's initiatives and futsal to build and put into action. Something that I've only ever dreamt of. Typically I only get to see the need product, or be a part of the running. But now, the ownership is all mine. To recruit people to help, sort out venues, formulate plans and then deliver. There is so much behind an event it's unbelievable.

Of course, not everything is plain sailing, there are ups and downs as with everything. Waiting for emails to give me something to do, standing in the rain, not getting the interest you want. But that's all part of the job.

I've had to learn that everything cant be done at the same time, I can't put every plan into action the minute I write it. I've got to learn to spread things over time, think about what's best and the reality of it all. I can hope for hundreds of females to take up football, but I start building Rome today it will be built and still standing in years to come.

Following the first couple of weeks, me settling into the office with my own desk, getting to know everyone that I need to know, I'm starting to find my way. Having meetings and writing plans around what I want to do this season which will have a knock on effect to forth-coming seasons.
The stress and worries that I have/had are slowly starting to disappear into excitement and optimism for the future. I can start to relax and do things at the pace that they need to be done.. not all in the same 5 minutes.

Yesterday I went to The City of Preston Gymnastics Centre and met Preston City Council's Gymnastics Development Officer. Her enthusiasm is infectious and I certainly got swept along. some of the projects which have taken place and continue to build are phenomenal, planning for the future not the immediate. Although my projects and plans aren't on the same scale, I've got the desire to make them the best I can they can be and do everything I can to make things work out.

The little bit of enthusiasm that I lost is starting to come back, seeing the planning dates and aims makes things always feel close. Plans may have been written but there is a long way to go before they are even delivered!

Loving the challenges my job is giving me, I've just got to find a balance between my uni work, volunteering and my job.. starting to find ways around the problem - but it's a long years ahead!

First step on the ladder..

Just having a casual sit on cloud 9.

Starting the new year off in a fantastic fashion by landing the University Football Activator role for the University of Central Lancashire. My first paid job in football which will run alongside my current volunteer work and studies. To work with UCLan, Lancs FA and the Preston Soccer Centre to development the growth and sustainment of football within and around the university. Not only playing, but to development volunteers and referees, to set up a student management team and publicise the Football Futures Programme.
I'm sure I will wake up from this dream soon.

I don't think I've ever been so nervous over an interview, action plan and phone call. A point at which I fell silent after being offered the job. To my disbelief, excitement, relief and every other feeling you can think of; a smile from ear to ear appeared on my face which still hasn't gone away. After phoning my parents I couldn't think of anything better to do than email a number of people who have played pivotal roles within my FF and football journey so far. The responses have been unbelievable and have made me realise quite the journey I'm on and the impression which I have left in the eyes of others.

My entire application and interview was built around my experiences within the Football Futures Programme. My involvement within football so far and the events I have been to. This along with my action plan got me the job. Once again proving how brilliant the FF programme is.

You might be forgiven for thinking all of my Christmas' have come at once. However, back down on planet earth I am starting to understand the job in hand and the year ahead. With the incentive of a second year in the role, I really want to make the right impression and fulfil the role to its capacity.
Lets just remember, this is the first step on the ladder which will hopefully end at a full time job in football. A ladder which I have secured with all of my experience and now I'm starting the journey to see how high I can climb, [Stu].

Of course there is a long way to go. This year I have really woken up the journey which I am on. What I have already achieved in terms of my coaching and voluntary work, but also I've learnt to enjoy the moment - life is a climb so make the most of the view from each step,[Amber]. I might have plans for the top of the ladder, but for now I need to gain my balance and get comfortable on the first step.

Looking back over the last few years, you'd be forgiven for thinking  I've got a typical success story written. All the hours I've put in have counted, personal development as well as professional. The skills I've gained and continue to enhance have allowed me to access amazing opportunities, which have offered me the first step on this ladder.

Lucky? Not a chance. Does hard work pay off? Certainly.

I've still got a buzz running through every bone in my body. After today's meeting I've got plans to make, ideas to think about and a football mystery tour ahead. I'm struggling to see how I will ever think of a job in football as work. Being given a polo shirt and track suit bottoms as uniform, I don't think it will ever be a job.

This is only the first step on the ladder, but a moment in which I will revel for the next few days. Every minute of travelling and getting soaked has counted, you get chances and opportunities when you deserve them [Tina], and as I was told today.. It's about time I got paid for my work in football.

Thank you for everyone's support so far to the stage of getting this job, I will endeavour to keep you updated via my blog and twitter (@sarahnickless). Feels fantastic to see all of my hard work paying off and to know I am being noticed. A long trek ahead, but I'll enjoy every moment; success and learning curve.

The Football Futures Effect

When I joined the Football Futures programme I never dreamt of reaching the heights which I have. Travelling the country, being a part of national programmes and events. I've collected many hours, but since realised; it's not about counting the hours, but making the hours count.

I'm so incredibly proud of all I've achieved, nothing more than the personal challenges which I've created, overcome and continue to put in front of myself. Spotting a problem and wanting to do something about it. Wanting to improve my eye contact and doing just that. Now I want to 'relax' in the sense of not being stressed or worried. Aimed more so at the coaching environment, but its something which will benefit my everyday life.

Football Futures: it's not about how many games are won, events attended or hours collected; but how many young people you help to become winners in life.*(AW) FF goes further than the white lines on the pitch, further than developing people capable of working in football, but people capable of taking on life.

"You can get rid of the football bit, it's about futures." Roger Davies, 2013. 

In coaching, running events, refereeing, we are dealing with people. 100% people, they should all have the chance to play football or at least be a part of it, even if less than 1% make it to the professional stage. The same goes for young leaders, or should we say young people? All of us having chances to be challenged, to enjoy ourselves as we'll as working with others. 

Who's to say that learning stays within the 6 Football Futures topics? Or even just revolves around football? The programme might have a title, but that's not the entire topic, the programme is so much more. 

Life skills are found and used. Ask any young leader across the country and I'm sure they will say how FF has benefitted their confidence. Confidence to blow a whistle, put forward ideas, take charge. This confidence is grown from grassroots, just like football. If you don't plant the seed how can you expect the grass to grow. If its not in the best environment for that seed, how can it's growth be sustained. As we keep watering it, it will get bigger. The more seeds we plant, the more grass we get. 

Every seed is a spark of confidence, after some time, you will have a field. But make sure you have enough to look after. An acre of grass takes a long time to mow. 

The football futures programme doesn't give out grass, but the opportunity to plant seeds. 

Other skills such as communication and organisation, transferable skills which can be used in more ways than setting up a tournament. Adaptability, creativity, being under pressure. Being put into challenging situations where a thought process and initiative is the key to success. I hope it's visable that the named skills are life skills, used in everyday life, the work place, with friends.. EVERYWHERE! 

Football Futures provides opportunities for these skills to be gained and used, of course these are just a select few. Opportunities to put ourselves to the test. Find out new ways to do things, and things about ourselves which may never have been uncovered. 

The programme has allowed me to meet hundreds of people across the country who are on the programme and working within football and sport. People who have a want to improve themselves as people as well as young leaders. To makes numerous contacts within the sporting world. 

Most importantly, FF has allowed me to meet some amazing people who have become my friends. I no longer go to events worrying about who else is there. But go with a buzz of excitement to be reunited with these people and spend the day with them and catch up. We really are all starting to be a part of the Football Futures Family. 

They aren't just friends but role models, teachers, mentors, coaches, motivators and supporters. How fantastic that this programme has influenced and given the opportunity for young people to fulfil these roles and become so influential on their peers. Creating more than just 'football friends,' but people who make up my everyday life. 

So many other young people have a want to improve them-self, and also other around them. Challenging each other, looking out for new opportunities. People who have a genuine care for each other. My twitter and Facebook feed is built up with young leaders across the country. I get to read about what my peers are doing, sharing their success and learning curves. 

There are ideas of creating a network of young people by using youth councils, but it's already happening. Young leaders creating a vibe, a culture, travelling further than their county FA.

Experiences are shared everyday. What's amazing is the link between young and experienced young leaders. We are always leaning, always. Older leaders are able to help, support and pass on their knowledge. Inspiring the inspirational to go on and be the best they can be to create a stronger force.

A great thing I saw on a Durham FA video showcased the link between every young leader. Even after travelling the country, even the world, scholarships and experiences, we're all young leaders/volunteers.. The FF Programme brings everyone together in the world of football. 

Learning to deal with people, understand we are developing personalities as well as abilities, our own as well as those around us. 

Is football really just a game? Is Football Futures really just a programme?

It's difficult to sum up and express how the programme has influenced so many people. There are success stories all across the country. Opportunities for everyone, no matter how many are churned out it is down to us as young leaders to take them and make the most of everything to be the best people we can be.

"We're all part of a wonderful programme that goes beyond playing football." John Heathcote

*original quote, 'what's important is not how many games you win, but how many young people you help to become winners in life' Martens. 

Happy clapper? Or a positive thinker?

Recently I've done a bit of reading, as recommended by my coaching mentor I read 'The Chimp Paradox' and then i found 'The Art of Being Brilliant.'  2 books about the way we think, and how to think. 

The chimp paradox which explains how we've got a chimp in our mind which hijacks our thinking without us even knowing. Through routes of management, you can contain this 'chimp' and work with your 'human' brain. 

The Art of Being Brilliant, I can best describe it as a slap in the face in a book. Common sense written in black and white, but it's eye capturing and draws you in from the first word. A book which makes you smile as you read, and beyond... Isn't that just brilliant? 

So you're wondering why I'm chatting on about books when this is my FF blog. Well here it is, after reading these two books my mindset has been changed. No, I'm not trend following, copying an opinion, or anything like that. I'm making a change which will benefit myself and those around me. A conscious change which is entirely my decision every day. 

I'm going to aim for the 2% club, trying to squeeze that 2% above happy.. How do I do that? By being positive from day to day. Is that being a happy clapper? No I don't think so, it's being positive, taking ownership of the down days and making them better for myself and those around. 

Sure, being positive takes effort.. But if that effort leads to a happier (much more than content) me and more effective when in the company of others then surely it's well worth it. 

Let me out this into a FF and football context. I live a lot of my time worrying, stressing and getting frustrated... For what avail? Nothing, the same aim is still hit, the deadlines don't move and kids still need coaching. If I'm stressed all the time, worried about reaching my dream then I'm going to miss out on the journey. This emotion will rub into my social life and skills and that will be the message which I portray. That's actually terrible, the positive messages and effect I want to have is clouded by my own emotions. 

Spinning this around, nerves and stress is a part of life. Something to be accepted. Instead do waking up each day negatively minded about the day ahead, wake up with a smile and accept the challenge ahead. 

The Team16 launch was the best event which I've been a part of, I was positive throughout the day, attacked every challenge with a smile and could see my enthusiasm rubbing off into everyone else. I knew the event was huge and had a lot riding on it, but negativity wouldn't help anyone or the event.

So the feeling I had all day of the launch has stayed with me, and one which I want to last longer than every now and then. One which I know how to create, and will create. It starts with me, wanting to be positive. Consciously choosing to be happy everyday, making the most of everything. Attacking every challenge knowing that it has to be done, I can't do better than my best - so I may as well do it with a smile and a 'PMA.' 

Day 1 after finishing 'The Art of Being Brilliant' was today. What did I do today? Spent my morning with Lancashire FA Tesco Skills Team at a Girls Skills Festival. Time to put things into practice. I woke up, excited, not nervous. Prepared, not stressed. I've worn my smile out, it's been on public display all day. Guess what? I've had the most fantastic, super duper day. Enjoyed every minute and every task. 

Lets be honest, when working with 5-11 year olds there is no room for negativity. But a let up in enthusiasm would be noticed. I've spent my day with a coaches mind in a child's body. Made a number of kids laugh and smile along with helping them to develop their skills. Who's decision was it to be positive today? Mine. 

Happy clapper? Not a chance. Sure future days might not be the same, but with the same approach I will be happier in every walk. every journey. everyday. 

National Youth Futsal Festival (28/29/30 June 2013)

Friday 28th June, I rocked up to Wellington train station ready to hit Birmingham for the weekend. Still fuelled on the excitement from the TEAMSIXTEEN launch, I headed to the Futsal arena early to help set up. 

After meeting up with Jazz Hervin at the train station we swept across the city with excitement, wondering what the weekend would have in store for us... Pumping up 40 odd footballs and unpacking bibs wasn't the expected start. But the overwhelming venue certainly put the event into perspective. Walking into the main arena, looking out onto 8 Futsal pitches was eye opening. I started to realise how big of an event this was going to be. 

 The setting up process wasn't as hectic as I was expecting. The electronic pump certainly helped. But  following this, our jobs finished after pinning up registration signs and Futsal advertising boards... Which meant an early finish! 

Rocking back to the hotel the rain started to pour, and pour! Good job the whole event was going to be indoor! Checking in was a fun process, made even better by the receptionist say that I and Jazz were going to be sharing a bed, not just a room! Good job she realised what she had said, there were 2 beds in the room. Phew! 

Tea time soon came when we were joined by Lauren Asquith and Sarah Lowden who were also working at the event. Salmon, Chicken and Chocolate fondant was on the menu. You could tell who the young ones were, each of us leaving the parcel of vegetables with the chicken. 

The final event of the night as a group was a part of what I'd call, mental preparation.. The pub, Sacks of Potatoes! Luckily Lauren was allowed in! :) A good end to the day, and a great start to the weekend.

Saturday morning soon rolled over, leaving the alarm snooze as long as possible. Breakfast at 7, full English, glass of milk and my favourite cereal... corn flakes, milk and sugar. 

Arriving back at the Futsal Arena, the advertising boards were all up and around pitches, spectator stands in the empty areas, music blaring, excitement building. Jobs were given out for the day, I was pitch manager in pitch 6! I was then wired up with a microphone and radio.. Feeling quite big time! Teams started arriving, after looking down the list of teams, I recognised a few names and a number of the coaches who came in. Fantastic for Shropshire to have such a high number of representatives! 

All of the teams had arrived, pitches were set, referees ready... Lets play ball! 

 

 

The first day held U10s and U12s, both boys and girls, 10 teams within each age group. 11 minute games, no penalties until the semis and finals. The banter with the referees was great, very nerve settling. I was still feeling overwhelmed with the size or the event. The level of planning and scale of the tournament was a little be frightening.. naturally I didn't want to put a step wrong.

As the games got flowing, and I wasn't' racing around chasing teams I was able to enjoy the futsal being played on my pitch. Some fantastic players and ability on show, really proving how valuable futsal can be. And also how great the game looks when played properly. Teams were always ready for the next game, great for me and also the tournament meaning it could run smoothly and to time.

Although it was a long day, the games fed from one into the other and passed really quickly. The semis and finals soon came around. The trophies were put out on show so teams could see what they were playing for. At pitch 6 we had the girl's finals, Writtle Minors Girls vs.St Anne’s Rovers Community FC [U10s] and Farsley Celtic Girls vs. Carshalton Athletic Girls [U12s]. Neither final went to penalties. 4 teams who I hadn't seen play all day put on 2 lively finals where either of the teams could have won. But even that this age of futsal, you can see the harsh realities of sport. That fine line between winning and losing.

A fantastic first day finished with the handing out of the trophies, unbelievable sized cups which were nearly as tall as some of the players. After the teams has left we finished off for the day with a team meeting and then headed back to the hotel and the pub for a cider to celebrate. 1 down 1 to go!
Another round of chicken for tea, but no chocolate fondant. Only 2 left and I didn't shout dibs quick enough! We returned to the pub before bed, another long day was ahead of us. 2 different age groups, new ways to play the game and more players hungry for success!


So day 2 of the tournament, started early again, more teams to rota through the doors, more futsal to be played. Another crop of teams and coaches recognisable from Shropshire, fingers crossed for a home county winner!!
A change of roles for a couple of us, I was moved from pitch manager to photo accreditation. A role I took up by choice to allow another young leader the chance to experience the tournament from the touch line.

 

For me, I was busy for the first couple of hours. As teams, parents and supporters rolled in they came across to pick up their wristbands to allow them to take photos. After that first rush I only had maybe 10 people come across to see me. A boring job? maybe, but one which has to be done. 

The positive, my table looked straight onto pitch 2, so when parents weren't stood directly in front of me I got the chance to watch a bit of Futsal. Again, some great young players and teams on show, as you would expect with them being in the 10 top teams in the country. 

 

Day 2 showcased U14 and U16 boys and girls Futsal. Older age groups, more serious competition and hopefully a higher standard of Futsal. It was great, as a coach myself, to wander around a little and see different tactics being used; pass and move, long ball, goal hangers. At no point did I think, 'this looks like a typical 5-a-side.' Sure the rules are slightly different, but it's almost a different sport. Like the view a ref takes on a law, the different interpretations of Futsal are fantastic. 

 

As with anything, the older age group did bring a few more questions regarding referee's decisions. But that was to be expected, after all, they can only ever please 50% of players. 

 

As the day flew by, the tournament heated up. Parents looking at the score board and kids enjoying their Futsal. Teams went home and others pushed on, semis and finals drew closer and a certain Shropshire team were looking likely to qualify for the later stages. My job was nearly done for the day so I was able to enjoy watching the semis and finals. 

 

I watched both of the girl's finals, 2 good games of football where again either team cold have won. The U16s game being decided on penalties, the winners were TNS, a local team to me.. Turns out I was caught celebrating when they won their semis. 

The trophies were handed out and photos taken, the day had finished and the tournament ended. Our job was nearly complete with only the microphones to take off balls to collect.

Over 1,800 teams have been a part of the national tournament, but the winning teams and runners up were:

U10 Boys 

Winners: Woodside Youth       

Runners-up: Sproatley Juniors

U10 Girls 

Winners: Writtle Minors Girls   

Runners-up: St Anne’s Rovers Community FC

U12 Boys 

Winners: The Oxford Academy  

Runners-up: AC Finchley

U12 Girls

Winners: Farsley Celtic Girls      

Runners-up: Carshalton Athletic Girls

U14 Boys

Winners: Eastbury Comprehensive  School  

Runners-up: St John Fisher Catholic College

U14 Girls

Winners: Rainham School for Girls  

Runners-up: Tottenham Hotspur Ladies

U16 Boys

Winners: Escolla

Runners-up: Birmingham Futsal Club

U16 Girls

Winners: The New Saints FC         

Runners-up: Arnold Hill

 

Just a few post event thoughts to conclude; on such a big event, it's so important to have a strong front. If things go wrong, or problems occur.. Which they did, you've got to be able to carry in as if nothing has happened. The professional approach to the event by all of us helped us to overcome the problem and 'keep clam and carry on.' 

I saw so many players, playing with a smile, enjoying the competition. After the U12 girl's finals, there were more parents celebrating than players. A shame that parents feel the need to take over the player's successes. I saw coaches screaming at players, is that necessary? 

From the weekend I can take forwards the level/standard to aim at whenever i put on tournaments or approach events. I hope that I will work at events of this size again and many more Futsal events. This may have been the first, but hopefully not the last. The skills I've learnt and used during my time on the Football Futures programme certainly came to hand over the weekend.

A super weekend in Birmingham drew to a close. A fantastic opportunity for myself to work on a huge event. I've not worked on anything that size before. My nerves before hand were shaken off early on, I thought it was too big time, but my experiences and work ethic pulled me through. I met up with and worked with a number of great people, young leaders from across the country. County and National FA staff who I've not met before, but hope to work with again. I thank everyone involved for allowing me to be a part of the National Youth Futsal Festival. This achievement of being selected to work on it shows the heights of where volunteering can take you, how much can be achieved through Football Futures, where the journey can lead. 

Read more at http://www.thefa.com/News/my-football/small-sided-football/futsal/2013/jul/futsal-thrills-and-spills.aspx#uB6SCsq52H2dykt8.99 

TEAMSIXTEEN

Just over a year and a half after launching Team19, a new initiative for school football has been launched by the FA. This one aimed at secondary school kids, setting up a new format of football where it is run by kids for kids. Today's launch marks a huge step in the development of football and the new child centred approach. 

Getting up at 6.00am this morning wasn't pleasant, but a lot more exciting than waking up at 5am for work. Rocking up to St.George's Park for the launch lit the adrenaline to keep me going for the day, the arrival of 6 schools and a whole host of VIPs also rattled my nerves.

Fortunately the smiley faces of my Football Futures friends were there upon arrival along with Sean Smith (ISFA) and Steve Swallow (FA). 

Straight down to work and pumping up goals to get prepared for the launch, but then we hit our first snag, one of our goals had a fault, a hole.. Meaning it deflated minutes after going up. But like all good organised events, there was a plan in hand, we had hockey goals available! Little did I know, the SGP staff weren't kidding when they said how heavy they were!! To settle my mood for the day, I got to play on the electronic wheelchairs in the backroom.. I think that alone shows why I don't drive a car! 

With the goals up, pitches set and players warmed up.. the launch festival was ready to go. A first hearing off Steve Swallow to open the event to the schools and then myself to explain the rules and get things going. Already, a ridiculous level of responsibility had been handed over to us young volunteers to run and lead the tournament. 

One point was put in at the beginning, after each team had played 1 game, the teams could make changes to the tournament, any that they felt necessary or that they wanted to see. 

As games got underway and the practical side of the launch got started, the official launch took place in the luxury of the Hilton Hotel. The initiative opened up and explained to the VIPs, national FA Staff and members of other national bodies within sport. They were given a briefing of how TEAMSIXTEEN will work and what they are investing in. 

Back in the Futsal arena/hall games were underway, goals were being scored and players were enjoying themselves. I did my best to enthuse players and supporters by dancing and jumping around with foam hands on alongside helping to run the festival. I'd like to think that I did a half decent job at making people laugh and smile :D 

After the first few games, the players did change a few things around. The girls added in throw ins, made the pitch bigger and asked only to play with a pink ball.. apparently the colour of the ball, made a huge difference to their performance. The boys asked to swap their game times so that they could go and support the girls when they weren't playing. They added in a half time, and said you could only score from a header or volley from within the goal area. Some pretty big changes, especially the fixture changes. The schools each brought a girls and boys side, they boys wanted to be able to support the girls when they weren't playing, instead of playing parallel games.

This already, at the launch event showing the power of young people, already taking control of the initiative and playing how they want to. After all isn't that what youth football is all about?

Towards the end of the festival you could feel the enjoyment, the sense of responsibility from the players, not just us volunteers. During the first few games coaches/teachers were in control of substitutes and what was going on. During the last few games, no teachers were seen on the touch line.. but in the stand watching. Players had control of subs, formations and pretty much every decision was their own. I even had a player tell me off for standing behind the goal, she told me it was the rule. 

As the festival drew to a close and the VIPs arrived for a nose around, players were having a laugh, doing a conga around the hall, and supporting other teams they met only hours earlier. It's such a wonderful game which we have the opportunity to work in, brings so many people together, creates so many memories and friendships. After such a fantastic morning, it felt sad that games were running out and that it had to draw to a close. 

 

During my own moment of reflection, I thought about how much the event changed by the players alone. This is day 1, just think of what there is to come. The festival was run by young people for young people, sure most of us are Football Futures young leaders, but again doesn't that just show football can change and develop people. Bar Steve's opening speech, no adult had any influence on the festival. Just us young leaders, refereeing, collecting score cards, adding up scores, sorting pitches, warm ups, being around to bring life into the festival. 

On a personal note, unbelievable to think that the Team19 speech I had was nerve wracking I didn't look up once; to being a huge part in opening the event and being so open all day by dancing, making people laugh and talking to anyone and everyone. It put a huge smile on my face, standing for a second and thinking about the influence I had on today's event and the response from the kids.

No one told me to lead briefing to the volunteers, players and teachers. I took it upon myself. I've learnt that I have to relax and enjoy the event for it to rub off onto the players. Sure I will have looked a fool for the first 10 minutes, and most of the day, but I had a fantastic time and wanted it to rub off onto everyone else.

At the end of the festival, the winning teams were announced.. To which I can't remember. But does that really matter? All of the players finished with smiles on their faces. They were a part of the official launch and have already shown the power of young people within football. It's their game, let them play it in the way they want.

 

Minutes after closing the launch, the hall was deserted. Players, volunteers and VIPs had vacated the area and headed for Burton Albion FC to watch England Ladies versus the current world champions Japan! Before I could head off for the game, I and a couple of others were left to close down the event fully by packing away all of the equipment and leaving the hall in the what in which it was found. 

Our other volunteers acted as Games Makers outside of the game, promoting TEAMSIXTEEN and getting schools to pass over details for further contact when the initiative goes live.

Whilst at the England game, everyone's involved within the TEAMSIXTEEN launch completed a lap of honour around the pitch at half time. A huge amount of exposure to the new initiative, made even better by the attendance of over 5,300 spectators to the game, alongside those watching online at FATV. Hopefully this is a massive kick start to the programme, with many schools becoming a part of the programme. 

The women's game itself finished 1-1, a very entertaining game with England having a goal disallowed late on. The Lionesses now travel to Sweden for the European championships where we hope they will go one better than the last championships and come out as winners. 

Just to round off this blog post, whilst waiting for the train at Burton-on-Trent station, a gentleman asked myself and Jazz Hervin [Football Futures Young Leader] about TEAMSIXTEEN after hearing about it a the England game. He then went on to tell us about how he was Rachel Yankey's youth team coach and how he got her into playing football for his team at a young age. After being reunited with Rachel after the game, she said, 'thank you, you created me as a footballer.' To the coach's reply of, 'I didn't create you, you created yourself.' 

What an amazing story, but doesn't that just relate to the entire day. Football can be coach led, or run by teachers, but they/we are just the there to help build a foundation. What is done from there is up to the players. Change the rules, format anything and everything.. it is the player's game, however much we want to create great players.. it is down to them to create themselves.

Word can't really explain how much I enjoyed the whole day, arriving to the event and then sticking around with my Football Futures mates afterwards. We as young volunteers were able to shape the day for our young players who will allow the initiative to flourish back at their schools. 

Many thanks to everyone involved within the launch of TEAMSIXTEEN and those who will be a part of it's future. A huge shout out to our Football Futures Family who worked incredibly hard to make the day a success, and enjoyable.

 

To find out more about TEAMSIXTEEN please visit: http://www.thefa.com/News/2013/jun/introducing-team-16.aspx